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Tuesday, August 26, 2008 8:22 PM
hey3!!im back again..after soo many months i didn't write my blog..haha..well..now im having lesson and nt workin..i will be having my next attachment on Oct-Dec..OMG!!it is really damn long n tiring..
how i wish i have the same group tat i hve on my previous attachment..haizz...fom todae onwards i'll will update my blog..if i dun hve the time i'll try to write something...ouhk2..lets talk abt my life..i hve been going through alot of depression,stress n many more..im stress becoz of my studies..den now i dun contact animore with my bestfriend which is ain..i think now she is bz with her relationship..its hard to contact her n also go out with her..haizz..im soo bored..she didn't call me..i've loose one friend tat i've alwaes talk too..=(.. Where is she rite now, i dunnoe...is like we already lost contact..she didn't on9 on msn already..mish her?erm....yup,maybe..she is alwaes with me wen i need her but now everything change..she not with me already..its ok..i understand.. [if u r reading tis now,i hope we will be close friends like sec times..try to contact me if ure free..my no. is still the same..=)]
todae i met tis guy which like before..he smiled at me..woohoo!!i was like so hapi seh..hahaha..mcm first time gitu..2 weeks ago,i knew tis guy frm ite balestier..he is my sister [yana] friend..i hve already met him before..we sms each other, talk on the phne for onli 2 daes..haha..his ok..baik,fun to talk with,funny etc..bt if i hve feelings for tat someone, the someone will leave me...i HATE tat part!!ARGHH!!! geram seh..he like me bt he tknk sakitkn hati yani coz im too baik for him..aww..i was like ''reali''??tapi die tkt jodoh kite utk sementara..now he pun da tk msg me agi..i dunnoe y..maybe his pp8 da abis or his trying to get away frm me so tat i dun hve feelings for..he tkot tat he will hurt me one dae..i was like ''ape seh''..tkpe2..juz relax je..im goin to wait for him to msg me first..if he nvr msg den tats it..im still not going to msg him!!im soo angry rite now!!wat should i do?should i realli hve to be serious with him?juz dun want to get hurt again!!i hope his not tat type of guy yg suka sakitkn hati pompan..
To me,i juz wanna have someone who is sincerely, baik n honest..i wonder wat is his true colours is?well,i cn get tat info frm my friend i guess,,hahaha!!
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