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Wednesday, September 3, 2008 1:38 PM
hey..its been like daes he didn't msg me..well, juz have to wait..im writing tis in sch..haha..so bored!exams is coming n i hve not start any revision yet..HAIYOO!!too lazy to study..hehe..now im havin BS lesson..bt we r doing revision for todae..hmm..juz now i went break with my pri sch friends n her other friends..i knw them too..
I went break with ain, surur, iqbal n my nursing friends..we went to the library n juz sat down to chat2 je..me n amira was doing the CN worksheet..STEP RAJIN lah tu..hehe!!surur played with his psp..[tk abis2]..he sat beside me..i was damn bored..seriously!!satu diam smue diam..mcm tkde topic nk bbl gitu..he was soo quite todae n im shocked..he is nvr like tat when he meet me..well...maybe its fasting month tats y he look kind of tired n moody..nvrm..i dun disturb him den..juz let him be ALONE!he msg me n said sorie coz he didn't entertain me..i was like hmm,nvrm mind i understand..while he is playing his psp, i saw his hpp wallpaper got his pic n her gerl..kind of anxious n jealous..[OOPS]..i asked his permission to look at his hp..he didn't allow at first den he deleted something n give me..[WHATEVER EH].i see all his pics..there is a pic of her gerl n him..well,his gerl is ok2 ar..some of her pic is nice n different..funny seh the ...........!haha!! im so EVIL!!i was jealous at first seh..wat to do..he is someone elses already..does tis mean i hve feelings for him??[still wondering]..i miz out 1 thing..before we sat down at the library, he suddenly said to '' I LOVE U''..i was like huh?.terperanjat seh..den i juz ignore..he suddenly juz say tat word to me..i once say tis to him:
mE: its time for u to forget me n move on with ur gerl..wats past is past..u cn't do anything already..u hve to move on..i hve to move on to n find a better person for me..
SH: i knw2..last time wen i want u, u didn't accept me..i realli regret wat i hve done now..how i wish i were to be with u..
ok..enough is enough..tat is wat i said to him..i dun want to think abt it animore..he make me feel guilty gitu seh..haiz..end of the conversation above..bck to now..hmmm..
Since ain said to me his like since the first dae of fasting..nvrm..i understand..those who fast might feel moody n tired..awww...alrite den i need to get bck to my studies..
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