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Monday, September 1, 2008 3:33 PM
yesterdae was reali not a good dae to me..it was the most hurting dae ever!!yesterdae he msg me..i was quite shocked coz its been like 3 daes he didn't msg me..the person im talkin abt is [Fir]..he msg me as usual..like askin me ''tgh uat ape n so on..''den suddenly he said to me tat dun tell my sis n her guy tat he msg me..coz he said tat he felt so uneasy..
I was like ook..den i showed the msg tat he gave to my sis [yana] and she was kind of mad..i told her not to tell her guy..she's soo stubborn n told her guy tat..ape lagi, he was so damn mad n angry..because of wat they say to fir he straight away msg me n said:
FiR:frm 2dae onwards don't contact me animore..since ur sis don't trust me..u takecare k..tis will be my last msg to..k bye..
I was like ape seh..for no reason he suddenly tell me tat way..i was soo SHOCKED wen he said tat..my tears almost drop n i straight ask my sis wat she said to him until he said tat to me..she was like, ''huh?aner ade..aku tk ckp ape2 pe..''from there i started to cry..tat was when i was in the car with my family going to buy something..i cried all the way..i was really so sad n hurt when he say tat to me..i juz wanna us to be like last time..after all the crying i went back home n asked my friend [bkyh] to call my hp coz i need to share something to her..
She called and told her everything..i juz can't stop crying while talking to her..to me it is so hard to control my tears..haiz!!den she gave me some advice n tried to cheer me up..i APPRECIATE it alot!!thkx to her..we talk till midnite ard 12am..after talking to her on the phone i've decided to charge my phone since my batt is flat..hahaha..
well, i actually am very angry with my sis n her guy for wat she had done..i hate them wen they something to fir..ARGH!!!while charging my hp, i was lying on the bed waiting for my frend to reply my msg..den wen i heard a beep sound frm my hp..it is definitely a msg..i've decided to read it the next day..suddenly wen it is time to ''sahur'',i read the msg and its not her tat reply me..its fir..ok..i was shocked n quickly open my inbox..tis is wat he said:
FiR: i regret knowing u..u c nw i oreadi hurt u..i wil nt 4give myself 4 wat i've done 2 u..smpai biler2 pun i wil nt 4 give myself..i hope 1 dae u wil find someone better den me..once again im sowie..
my tears started to drop..i tried to control it..haiz..i replied his msg..but im too lazy to write here..klah till here..=(
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