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Wednesday, February 17, 2010 4:26 PM
Firstly i would want to dedicate tis post to someone who used to be special to me last time. n fade away now.
tO him:
thkx for reading my blog. i didn't expect tat he wil stil read my blog. i thought he dun even care or bother to read it animore. wel, thkx. i was shocked to see his name in my tagboard. wel, i really miss him alot! thought of mittin him bt hes bz wif sch n other stuff. he juz fade away like tat. not sure wat went wrong. maybe i did somethin wrong? if i did, im sorie. hais. hmm.. the necklace u gave me is stil wif me. i juz felt like giving bck, coz theres alot of memories. hais. i stil have my old hp wif me. i stil kept all of his messages bck den. wen i read it, i can't forget abt it. it mkes me think of the past. hais. sometimes i juz wanna delete it. bt i can't. i juz find it so hard. i guess he is happy wif his life now without me. well, sometimes i regret. i lose someone tat used to care for me! for all the guys i noe, his better den tat irritatin guy. hais!! argh! im juz missin the old him. he totally chnged. now, tis moment, we nvr contact each other alrdy. hmm.. juz wish tat hes happy wif wat he is doing now. no point if i regret . tats all den. i dun wanna elaborate more in details, coz it hurts, n hard to forget. i guess it stop till here den. maybe he find it better for us to go seperate ways. thkx for everythin tat u hve given me. maybe i'll give bck the stuff to him. *sad*. to me, hes alwaes in my '.....' . :D
juz feel like lettin it all out. sorie. if u r readin tis, thkx.
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