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Monday, July 19, 2010 4:01 PM
hais, im like so STRESS seh now!
all thkx to him! wel, last fridae, aftr work teman him go smoke. coz he wanna mit me jap. so ok fine. alik lmbt sikit tkpe. i juz wanna spend time wif him. tats all. we chat n all. and yes, he alrdy bought his own hp. im happy. coz atleast i get to contact him.
now, he is sick, dun hve enough money to go clinic. i noe tat he is sick, tapi tk pyh nk mrh2 pe. nowades he is alwaes being sacarstic wif me. sometimes i dunnoe if he really is for me. hais. ntah lah. since die sakit, his mood tiba2 chnged. well, i dunnoe wat went wrg. his off dae is bsok, so i thought of mittin him before i strt work at kkh. his rply is, ''i kena check schedule i dulu bile i off. bt wat i noe i put on tues.'' my rply is ok, klu da check blang. teros he tk rply. hais. i really dunnoe seh. since the last mit which is on fri nite, i really miss him alot seh. yesh, i noe he misses me also, tapi i dun feel tat u miss me as much as i miss him. hais. seriously seh. i dunnoe wat to do.
- isit becoz he is sick, tats y perangai die mcm gitu? - shld i juz stand his perangai for the mean time?
sometimes i juz feel like goin ps to mit him. i really miss him alot seh!! if onli he could read tis. ade matair tapi mcm tk happy. i keep thinkin negative things abt him. all i nid is juz to spend more time wif him n also ur care n concern towards me. tats all. hais!
and yes, im goin to strt work as a EN on the 26(mon) at KKH. im not prepared yet. feelin scared rite now.! Labels: missin him badly
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